mengeluh ? you should never

assalamualaikum,
ramadhan kareem semua..

pergi tarawih tak semalam ? kalau pergi, alhamdulillah.. meh i huge.

by the way, dah hampir seminggu aku praktikal, penat of course. lapar ? selalu sangat. ngantuk ? rasa terdera jiwa raga sebab tahan ngantuk. traffic jammed ? macam nak jalan kaki je balik.

on the same time, hampir seminggu tu jugaklah aku lihat diferrent view masa on the way balik rumah.


view 1

one day masa nak balik
dengan lapar tahap doremon, sempat jugak aku jeling-jeling kiri kanan
aku nampak sorang lelaki ni tengah angkat baldi penuh dengan air
tengok dekat situ, kebun sayur.
i prefer tawaurian sure tau where the place i meant
terhinjut-hinjut..
then i saw, sebelah kaki dia dah takda.
i was just like, think and touched
and me when my mom asked pergi kedai kejap pun
i was like "mak nak benda tu sekarang ?"

view 2

dah 2 hari aku nampak makcik ni
umur baya-baya mak aku
mak aku dah 54 tahun. yup, old enough
tengah tunggu bus rasanya
i guess dia keja kilang kot based on her appearance
at 54 y/o ? keja kilang ?
again, i think and touched
i remember when i was 17, cuti spm lama kot
aku pun kerjalah as a promoter. seminggu keja aku dah quit
why ? tak larat. mengeluh dekat mak
poor me

view 3

three boys.
they looked so happy playing football dekat depan rumah
then i realized, the younger one was syndrome down
he look so cute for me cuz aku pena dekat with this kind of kids and i love them
rumah diorang memang betul-betul depan jalan raya
sure semua yang lalu will see them
no differences
i guess they are siblings
i know somehow there are people embarrassed once they have a syndrome down brother/sister
they when you are the only child, you still nak mengeluh ?