mak yang sporting , kak atik yang loving & edon yang ..

mak,

dulu masa kecil, aku takut dan rasa macam nak nangis kalau mak da pandang aku semacam bagi amaran supaya jangan buat benda tu.

tapi sekarang akulah orang yang paling selalu baring atas riba mak aku bila tengok tv atau sakit kepala sebab lama sangat tidur siang.

dulu aku selalu rasa mak tak sayang aku,
tapi sekarang aku rasa kasih sayang mak aku kat aku infiniti.

mak aku tak macam mak orang lain. sebab mak orang lain bukan mak aku. 
mak aku akan masak apa yang aku nak makan, akan join bila-bila aku keluar shopping.

mak aku akan nangis bila aku nangis.
seolah-olah dia tahu apa yang aku tangisi.

mak aku bukan sekadar anatomi yang hidup.
tapi dia half of my soul.

kak atik,

dia nampak garang.
semua orang macam nampak takut nak approach dia.

tapi,
aku tau siapa dia
aku tau bila dia marah, bila dia sedih, bila dia sayang aku.

dia tau apa dia perlu buat bila aku kata "laparlah...."
sebab dia tau aku kuat makan :)

dia macam mak aku.
teman bertukar idea, berfikir sama ada vantage  
atau borneo rainforest jadi tema kat dalam rumah. 

dia determination orangnya, independent 
dan nak bagitau dia banyak bagi pengaruh aku untuk do something.
and she's like my boyfie, tak lekang mesej setiap hari.

mungkin aku tak pernah kata i love you.
but i really adore her. 

edon,

kami bagai anjing dan kucing.
dua hari baik, lima hari gaduh.

kami gila fesyen.
suka runtuhkan almari baju.

kitorang akan bermasam muka hanya 
sebab dia habiskan ayam goreng untuk makan malam.
dan aku kan mengadu kat mak aku sambil buat muka geram gila.

tapi akan baling bantal, ketawa terbahak-bahak 
bila nonton something funny.

sebelum balik sini haritu pun sempat lagi gaduh.
tapi dekat balai berlepas, pipi dia jugaklah aku paksa jadi landasan bibir mungilku ini.

my pretty sis, i love you.
takmo gaduh-gaduh.

mereka bukan wanita biasa.
tapi wanita inspirasi.

selamat hari wanita mak, kak atik & edon

safiah-hope , fahri-uncertainty

pertama kali safiah jumpa fahri, she just bermonolog
"eh, aku rasa dia ni kot orang tu". 
"did he know me since we are in the reality now".

kedua kali safiah terserempak, dia x sure lagi and she still wondering but she's just wondering because it's never being important for her to think about.

dia leka lalui hari-hari mendatang dengan going to class, having a great time with her friend and time goes by...

but, 
seolah-olah masa membeku then she start realize something and she keep it by herself because she did not see any reasonable reason why should she spread that 'something' like others girls.

because she believe the exclusivity.
she still keep secret and hope that something. 

fahri ? of course he did not know either. 

sometime people keep asking safiah's feeling. but, safiah more comfort to say
"ntahla. keep praying"

but no one who know what the heart beat saying..

people like fahri can be equated like bieber maybe ? i meant the seeking of how people adore him. 
and because of that, sometime safiah buang dalam longkang that hope. 

she think she not worthy.

but, safiah akan turun dalam longkang tu dan kutip the hope back when she stand up her believer again. she got attach with a simple conversation and it keep cycling up and down.

she believe love but on the same time she not sick towards it.
the price of herself is dignity. 
she believe 'jodoh'. 
but people dont understand. 
feeling just a roller coaster. 

safiah still keep the hope and fahri still being the uncertainty.