jeans cinta lama aku

assalamualaikum..
salam maulidur rasul saudara-saudaraku sekalian :)
allahumahsollialasaihidinamuhammad, waalaalihisaidinamuhammad
 
jeans ? 
wassup with it ?
do i wanna promote you all to use it ? promote my pre-loved jeans ?
might be not. 

before today and a quarter years before, i'm the jeans lover. why ? just because it comfort me, easy me to run over the floor and jump up here and there. i think you also have the same thought as mine. did you ? 

see ! it fit you, by eyes it comfort and you will got no problem to jump over the floor 

but !

mungkin nak cakap aku dah tua kot tu yang sekarang macam tak berapa nak sesuai sangat pakai jeans. tapi umur 21 tahun nih la glory moment nak bergaya sakan kan ? umur 40 nanti tak kan still nak pakai jeans dengan lemak yang tersalah letak tu kemana-mana ? over fashionable pulok.

but its not the issue actually. memang aku tak sedar sebenarnya dah lama sangat aku tak pakai jeans or sebenarnya nak cakap aku dah tak berapa selesa nak pakai jeans untuk gerak kemana-mana. before aku nak further study dekat unimap, ada lah jugak sehelai dua jugak lah aku bawak buat penuh luggage aku dengan jeans yang pelbagai cutting. well, time tu kan aku die hard fan. x___x" 

then, believe it or not selama almost 5 month aku duk pereleh, maybe once or twice je aku dok sarung jeans tu kat kakiku yang jinjang lagi awesome nih. i more rather to used skirt or loose slack. saya budak baik sebenarnya ;p

ok stop make fun with it !

point nya di sini, dia gagal membuat aku jatuh cinta kepadanya LAGI. 

once saya terdetik nak pakai jeans keluar rumah, aku rasa macam tak kena. my heart say 'it's not appropriate dear. you are muslimah' . 

bila aku terlanjur memakainya, i felt like people around looked at me weirdly like i do such a big wrong thing even though time tu orang dok sibuk sorong troli kot masuk supermarket beli sayur bayam. 

time goes by, lunturlah cintaku yang sangat mendalam kepadanya.

tapi bagus jugak. actually it educate me on how i should display my appearance. kan ? aku ni rock but syurga neraka aku sangat berfikir tentangnya.

tapi yang paling susah is istiqomah. so, aku doa for you and my own self seeking for the hidayah from HIM as well as see the jannah as our goal. 

ALLAHUAKBAR !

so, ada sesiapa nak jeans free ? kih kih ..